I've been wondering for the past 2-3 years whether my experience, which was diagnosed by my psychiatric doctor, Dr. Kabul Budianto, as affective schizophrenia, were simply that (psychotic state, delusions, etc.) or there's more to it... spiritually?
I've also been increasingly thinking that these guys "don't know nothing" about my condition. Be them doctors, Ph.D.'s, or whatever! Much less my friends, my loved ones, and even my religious teachers.